"He Loves Me, Loves Me Not"

Written By: Lisa-chan

Disclaimer: The G-boys are not mine. I only use them for loads of fun and for putting them in compromising situations and stuff.


Rating: NC-17

Warnings: yaoi, Relena and Hilde bashing, mentioning of 1xR and 2XH, slight OOCness on Heero’s behalf.

Pairings: 1x2x1

Summary: Heero and Duo are both tired of their girlfriends. They end up in a shed together. Need I say more?


 

He Loves me, Loves me Not

Chapter 1

Could this day start even better? He had barely opened his eyes, or he already felt Heero placing gentle kisses on his arm, and the expression on his face made it very apparent what he was after.

“Duo?” he asked, the softly tickling fingers going over his chest demanding permission.

“Don’t ask! Never ask! Hell, you could even do it while I’m sleeping!” Duo said quickly, pulling away the sheets.

Heero looked down. “It’s still limp,” he said.

“Then you’re just gonna have to make it hard, baby,” Duo smirked.

Heero smirked back most devilishly and trailed kisses down his belly. If it were the kisses’ doing, or the knowledge that Heero loved him enough to do this from in the early morning and could go on with it until the moon shone brightly in the sky, he didn’t know, but at that short notice, a heated and throbbing cock was his welcome when he arrived down there, already overflowing with warm juices. He lightly grazed him with his teeth and placed an open-mouthed kiss on the fragile skin, treasuring the pulsing flesh with his hand like the precious gem it was, causing Duo to moan with rampant pleasure. That rapturous sound was all he needed to hear to move along and see just how loud he could be. He took him in his mouth, working his tongue while he went up and down. He was dying to see the expression on his lover’s face, but couldn’t, since Duo’s head was completely tossed back. He could only listen. Listen how his screams reached their peak, the same way his body did as he climaxed by the different movements of Heero’s mouth. He collapsed and almost sunk away again in some kind of slumber, if it wasn’t for the lips kissing him again, on his mouth this time. When he opened his eyes, he had somewhat the scare of his life, but tried his best not to show that too much.

“Hilde,” he smiled nervously.

“Good morning, you sleepy-head,” she said merrily. “Had pleasant dreams?”

“Eh, quite some yes,” he stammered, sweat breaking out of his pores. Why did she wanna know? She never asked. Dear God, maybe he had moaned Heero’s name in his sleep and she had heard it. Dear god, let it not be true. “Why do you ask?”

She squinted down at the wet spot at the front of his boxers. “Had a dream about me?”

“Yeah…” he said half-heartedly, trying to sound persuasive. “I guess so.”

She gave a little satisfied giggle and sidled up against his body, nuzzling her nose in his hair. “I have a surprise for you.”

“Really?” he said, not really that comfortable with her presence so close. In fact, it had been quite a while now since he had made love to her with all his heart. Something was missing. He didn’t love her anymore, never had actually. Heero, always been Heero, ever since the day they met. His body reacted in a way that was strange to him in the beginning, not because it had never happened to him before, healthy young man he was, but Heero was a boy. The same sex. He had never thought he could feel that way for a boy. And it was not only that. Hilde was too prudish for him. Talking about fantasies was unacceptable to her, while it was the most normal thing to spice up you sex life a bit. He was convinced of it that Heero was a lot more open-minded.

“Duo? Did you hear what I said?” Hilde’s voice suddenly woke him from his musings.

“Hm? What?” he said startled. “Eh… I doze off again. Sorry, love. It’s been late last night, ne? What did you say?”

“I have planned a trip for today. Something nice, to relax a bit. You know, strolling in the forest together and stuff like that.”

“Oh, how interesting,” he muttered, his fake enthusiasm faltering irrevocably.

“And I’ve invited Heero and Relena as well. Trowa, Quatre and Wufei didn’t feel like it, apparently. But for some reason, Heero was all too willing to join us.”

“Really?!” he exclaimed, jumping up. “That’s so great!” He instantly crouched up into the sheets again and closed his eyes tightly.

“Duo, what are you doing?” Hilde said confused.

“Fantasizing,” he muffled.

“Now? Like that?”

“Yes.”

“Not about Heero and Relena, I hope,” she said, getting up and already packing some stuff.

“Hell no!” he yelped. ‘About Heero and *me*,’ he added in thoughts.

“You know I’m not very keen about those fantasies of yours.”

“I’m not putting them into reality, do I?”

“No, fortunately not. I’m not gonna let you tie me up at the head of the bed with some handcuffs and then let you pour hot candle wax on me. You can forget about that!” she exclaimed, her head inside of the closet, looking for God knows what.”

‘God! That’s the ticket!’ his mind hollered. If Hilde only knew what kind of image she had stuck in his cranium right now. Heero chained on a bed, his skin sweaty, moaning under the feel of that burning sensation, but not really heeding the pain. Biting his lip as he felt the flame moving along his inner thigh, avoiding the skin with only a hair’s breath. Then he would swiftly blow the candle out, and then he would…

“Duo, shouldn’t you help me a bit?!” Hilde suddenly scowled, disturbing Duo in his imaginary love-game.

“I’d love to sweetie, but… I’d really have to go to the bathroom first,” he breathed, though trying not to make it sound through too clearly. “I won’t be long.” He jumped up, immediately turned his back to her, for he already had a distinct bulge in his boxers, and sprinted to the bathroom for release, leaving his girlfriend standing there, her arms laden with clothes, magazines and whatsoever.

**********

“Where are they, where are they? We’re gonna miss the train,” Duo whined, nervously bouncing on his feet and his gaze lost at the end of the road. “What’s taking them so long?”

“Duo, stop acting so childish. The train’s not leaving for another fifteen minutes,” Hilde said slightly annoyed.

“But we said “At the entrance of the station at a quarter past two”, and it’s already five minutes later!”

“They will come, calm down! Why are you so excited anyway? You’re acting like a five year old brat that wants to have a ride on his favorite pony.”

Duo all of a sudden doubled over in a spontaneous coughing fit, striking Hilde with worry and making her pound her hand on his back.

“Duo? Duo, what’s wrong? Are you choking on something?” she squeaked.

“No. No, it’s alright,” he rasped. “Fly… flew in… my… mouth.”

She started groping her backpack and pulled out a small bottle of mineral water. “Here, drink something,” she said, pushing the bottle in front of his nose. He quickly accepted it and drank about half of it. “Thank you,” he sighed, back in his normal voice. As he handed her the bottle again, he looked at her face, but he saw no sign of suspicion that it was her unthoughtful remark that had caused the whole fuss. Wanting to have a ride on is favorite pony. Well, that was another way to put it.

“What are you two up to?” a voice, that seemed to have come right down from the heavens, suddenly said behind him.

He turned around with a jerk and saw beauty itself beaming at him, his cobalt-blue eyes holding a certain mysteriousness.

“Hello Heero,” he said casually, returning the smile. “What has taken you so long?”

“Oh, you know, women,” he said, but bent over to him to whisper something in his ear, making him shiver slightly at the proximity. “Quickie with Relena before we left,” he whispered, knowing he’d probably crush the boy’s heart with that. But the reassurance that it was awful and a swift wink returned Duo that little bit of hope again.

“Tell me about it,” he smiled.

**********

It had been too long since he had seen Heero, he wanted to spend some time with him. Private time. Then why did Hilde have to drag him along with her on one of her doomed to be boring walks.

“Hilde, why are we doing this again?” he said, clearly wishing to be somewhere else.

“I told you, Duo love. To relax. To get rid of all the tension and stress from work.”

“Hilde, I thought you’d know me by now. Taking a walk in a forest isn’t the way I can get rid of stress.

Take me to a theme park and throw me in the wildest roller coaster you can find for that,” he said, rolling his eyes.

“We can always do that. No, this is the kind of stuff we should do more often.”

“O-kay. So then at least let’s talk about interesting topics.”

“Oh no, not about fantasies again, I hope,” she said with a disgusted voice.

“Yes Hilde, I do wanna talk about fantasies. I mean… it’s not that I think our sex life sucks,” ‘which happens to be the fact actually,’ “but I just want to make it a little more exciting, you know.”

“No Duo, I don’t wanna hear about it.”

Duo stopped in mid stroll and placed his hands on his hips. “Alright,” he said defiantly, “but then I’m going home this very instant, take the car to the first theme park I come across with, and go crazy on about every roller coaster they have.”

She heaved a sigh and lowered her eyes in defeat, knowing that he could harp on this forever. “Alright, spill it out.”

Sniggering triumphantly, he started walking, or better, sauntering again. “Listen up, this is what I had in mind. First of all, I would *love* to have a mirror above our bed, and…”

“A mirror?!” she interrupted him, probably loud enough for the whole forest to hear.

“Yes, a mirror. On the ceiling,” he continued carefree, heedless of her growing horror. “Ooh, and we must buy some sex toys.”

“Sex toys…”

“Yeah, I don’t know. Fluffy handcuffs, edible panties, body paste and that sort of stuff. Or something else that must be kinda fun: doing it on public places. Like that over there,” he said, pointing to what seemed to be an abandoned shed.

“Duo, have you gone completely crazy?!” she yelled.

“Oh, and Hilde, you know what I would reeaally love to do?” he said, ignoring her deadly glare and loathing shouts.

“I don’t wanna know!” she cried, but he told her anyway, and if she wasn’t throwing up by now, she probably would when she would hear his next proposal.

“What do you think about a threesome? I’m so very curious how it feels like to be fucked by a man,” he said, his eyes pointed to the sky in thoughts, already seeing it all before him.

“Duo Maxwell, that is the final straw!” she hollered, dragging him with her to the shed.

“Hilde what… Oh, are we gonna do it? “ he said excitedly.

“You wish, Maxwell!” she shouted, her cheeks red from rage. She threw him inside, not minding where he landed, and locked the door with a heavy beam. “Now, you stay in there and think about what you have said!”

“But Hilde… You’re supposed to be here too! With the door open… or at least ajar!”

“Oh, go… fuck yourself!” she added hesitantly, and angrily she strode off.

“Fine! I will!” he yelled.

So she didn’t want to talk about fantasies, the prim bitch? Perfect! He would just have to fantasize on his own then. It was the ultimate place for it, couldn’t be better. Just like in the movies: an old, dilapidated barn filled with hay, and maybe a few mice who didn’t really give a damn about the fact that his hand found itself between his legs and that he was moaning one name only.

“Heero… Heero, oh God.. Oh! Oh Heero!” His need for him had never been stronger, and he wondered how he could’ve done without him for so long.

But it seemed as if he had heard him calling, for suddenly the door opened, and the man that had been in his head for so long, came ricocheting inside, right after him the furious yelling of Relena.

“I’m giving you one more chance, Heero Yuy! I hope you have come to your senses again when I come back!”

He stumbled upright and blinked a few times before his eyes were used to the dimness.

“So what did you do?” he suddenly heard.

He turned his head to the direction where the sound had come from, and his heart missed a beat when he saw who was sitting there in the hay.

“Duo,” he said, walking over to him and sitting next to him.

“Now tell me,” Duo said, smiling slyly. “The filthy stuff.”

“Oh, nothing special really,” he sighed. “Just told her I don’t love her. But apparently our pristine little Relena thinks so highly of herself that she thinks I will come running back to her after a few hours of imprisonment.”

Little silence, Heero being oblivious of it that Duo took that time to jump over the moon in thoughts.

“You?” Heero asked, lazily turning his head to Duo.

“Oh, I had a little too extravagant fantasies to Hilde’s liking,” he said, nonchalantly waving his hand.

“Oh yeah? Such as?” Heero asked, turning towards him with genuine interest.

“I wanted to have a mirror above our bed.”

“Ooh, kinky.”

“I know, but that’s not the only thing. Heero, I would like to do it with a guy.”

“Yeah right, you doing it with a guy. That would be the day… Oh my God, you’re actually serious!” he added as he spotted the expression on his face.

“Yes Heero, I am. Here in the hay, and then get caught,” he said in a low voice, crawling over to him. Heero’s breathing caught in his throat and he felt warmth and cold alternating in his body. “Heero, if you don’t love Relena, then who do you love?”

“I… don’t know,” he breathed, more and more overshadowed by Duo’s figure.

“I know… And you do too. I can feel it,” Duo said, grasping the hardness between Heero’s legs.

“Oh, Duo…” he moaned, letting his head fall back, supported by Duo’s hand. “Aishiteru,” he whispered.

Duo pushed Heero’s head back forward and looked at him with amazed eyes, his face bereft of lust. “What did you say, Heero?”

“Aishiteru, Duo koi,” he repeated with a sincere smile. “Why are you looking at me like that? Does it surprise you?”

“In fact, it… it does. I never thought you could, because… I have never heard you saying that to Relena,” he stammered.

“That’s very simple, I didn’t love her. Relena always stayed with me because she was in the assumption that I loved her, while in fact, I have only been dreaming about you. Wet dreams,” he added with an impish grin. “And Relena all the time thinking it was about her.”

Duo beamed and shone, he recognized the entire story as his own. “Then what are we waiting for to make those dreams come true?” he said.

They stared into each other’s eyes, breathing quickening with the second, and from that moment on, everything seemed to take place in a dream, but it didn’t, for they could feel every single thing for real.

Heero felt Duo’s warm breath in his neck, his tongue licking him up and down, his teeth nibbling him. Fingers unbuttoned his shirt and pants with feverish and nervous tremors, and shivering Duo took them off, pulling away a bit to see a body that looked ever more perfect than in any of his dreams. Then he took his own shirt off, while Heero helped him with his pants, for the boy was so much in wonder that this was actually happening, that his actions became uncontrolled, like he was blinded by something and could no longer see what he was doing.

“Hush, my love,” Heero said softly, cradling him in his arms. “No need to be so nervous. Just relax.”

“My love…” Duo gasped out in disbelief. “Heero, I know I sometimes can be a bit straightforward, but honestly… I never thought I would live to see this… You calling me your love.”

Heero smiled and gave him a gentle kiss on his lips, but very soon let those lips linger down his chest.

“Heero… not here in the hay…,” Duo said, pushing him away just a wee-bit.

“Why not?” Heero breathed, reluctant to cease his kisses. “Wasn’t that what you wanted just now?”

“It was, but… I didn’t really mean that. Never thought you would’ve given in to it. It will be itchy and it will bother us.”

“No, it won’t,” he said, taking Duo’s boxers off. “And if it does, then I’ll make sure that you don’t have the time to pay any attention to it.” He swiftly swept his tongue past Duo’s testicles, and in less than no time his head was filled with nothing but pure pleasure, reaching a higher level when Heero’s mouth enclosed him.

He was not aware of the fact that Heero had a pretty hard time taking him in, but couldn’t be blamed for it, coz up till then, he hadn’t the faintest idea just how difficult it was. Before he had even noticed, Heero stopped the heavenly sucking, and when he pried his tightly shut eyes back open, he saw him stalking over him again, discarded from the boxers this time.

“Ready, koi?” Heero said, licking some of the endearing and most charming sweat on his enchanting body away. “Wait… just a… moment,” Duo puffed. He reached his hand out to his pants and took a little tube of lubricant out of his pocket. “Use this. I reckon it will go easier then.”

“You wicked, little bastard. Had you planned this?” Heero said surprised.

“No, just hoped for this,” Duo smiled, still shivering slightly from the heavy emotion. “Now, go on… you can… now.” While Heero covered his member with enough lubricant, Duo went lying at ease, for as far that was possible, eyes closed in expectation, until all of a sudden, he felt Heero pushing inside.

“Jeezes, that hurts like hell!” he hollered, tears welling in his eyes.

“Do you want me to pull back?” Heero said worried.

“No, go on!” Duo said quickly. “Maybe it will get better.”

He shoved in further and gave Duo a little time to let his muscles get used to it, until the expression on his face wasn’t that pained anymore. He pulled back just a little, then gave a harder thrust.

“Ooooh Heero!” Duo screamed.

“What? Does it still hurt?”

“No! You have… hit something that… feels… extremely good…” Duo panted.

“Must be your… prostate,” Heero puffed. “You know, Duo… Maybe I should’ve… stretched you first… with my fingers.”

“Do I look like I give a damn about that now?! Go on, damnit!”

On that Heero withdrew and pushed back in, again and again, with growing pleasure for both of them, the little shed filled with screams of ecstasy, until they reached an explosive pinnacle as they both climaxed. They collapsed on top of each other, exhausted, satisfied, amazed about this newly discovered experience.

“That was wonderful,” Duo said, his words somewhat disjointed.

“I’ll say,” Heero agreed.

They huddled together and stayed that way for a while, resting, enjoying each other’s presence, the feel of their naked skin touching. At length, Heero broke the silence. “You’re right,” he said.

“About what?” Duo asked, turning his head to him.

“It sucks, doing it in the hay. It did itch.”

“Told you so.”

“And something bit me!”

“Oh yeah? Where?”

Heero sprang upright, making Duo jump back a bit in slight surprise, and went sitting on hands an knees.

“Right about there!” he yelled, pointing at one of his buttocks.

The position he was sitting in now, almost gave Duo a faint and drove his hormones hyperactive enough to promptly give him a hard-one again.

“Can I kiss it better?” he asked as innocently as possible, though realizing that the mere proposal was enough to blow that little farce.

“Say, who do you think you are? Relena?” Heero joked.

“If I was, could I do it then?” he asked sheepishly.

“Oh, shut up. You know you can, now get on with it.”

Duo sniggered and bent over to place soft kisses on that aching, slightly reddened nub. It didn’t take long however, before his tongue strayed to Heero’s cleft. He gave him wet, tentative laps, his fervor growing as he heard the boy giving moan after moan and the hardly audible sound of his fingers clawing in the hay.
Suddenly they heard rummaging coming from the door. The sound of a beam being removed and the chattering of two girlish voices.

“Don’t worry, Hilde. Even if Duo wants to make that hideous fantasy come true, Heero won’t comply with his attempts to seduce him. He loves me, always has and always will.”

“I sure hope you’re right.”

“What do we do now?” Heero said, slightly in panic.

Duo’s face broke into a wide, most malicious grin and yanked Heero’s hips close to his. “That’s very simple,” he smirked. “Get caught.”

~ oOo ~

To be continued

Chapter 2


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